All done. 24 shifts over the last 6 weeks.
I have been asked a few times what my takeaway is from my time in New York.
Here are my thoughts -
As a single 27 year old woman I pride myself on my independence in all aspects of my life. It is something I have worked at. On this assignment, it was the characteristic that almost broke me.
I really thought I would be fine with being by myself for 6 weeks. I’m 50% an introvert, the time alone would be good for resting and reflection. I have been an nurse for a minute. I know to talk about things and to not bottle things up. I thought I could manage the stress of working during a crisis. I was wrong. Wrong about thinking I could do it by myself.
I believe and strive to practice the teachings of the esteemed Brene Brown. I just did not realize how much more I needed to lean in. I ended up leaning really hard, and I learned a lot.
I always want to believe that humanity will show up for one another in times of need. This was an opportunity for me to be that. I came out to New York because I wanted to show up for the people that needed help.
In return the people in my life showed up for me. The individuals I met in New York helped me find supplies, answered questions, gave me food, and welcomed me in the most incredible ways. I learned so much from them.
My people at home FaceTimed, texted, called, and supported me from thousands of miles away. They helped me stay positive and strong when I could not do it myself.
My biggest takeaway is the importance of the people in our lives. I knew this experience would change my life. I just did not expect it to open my eyes to more of what was right in front of me. I’m so glad it did.
I am so grateful my job and circumstances allowed me to take this assignment. I leave knowing that I did my best.
0 days left, finally home.
Britt.